It has been a quiet weekend, with me getting done with most of my homework... (I'm a lazy middle schooler, what do you expect?)
It's been weird, I've sort of been craving that feeling of power she gave me on Friday. I know it's wrong, harming other people, being selfish and all that, but it's really helping me cope with the loss of my brother.
To take the pain and rage out on other people... It's amazing.
The fact that I'm thinking this way terrifies me. I'm too afraid to tell my parents.
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